Pretence versus reality......!!

10 days before

Phew!!!

Actually it was a hectic day at college,but inspite of being exhausted,there was something which made all of that disappear and gave a feeling of peace ..... -----The reason as follows :)

There's this girl Anjali in my class..She's a classmate,not a friend exactly but surely an acquaintance.
We were supposed to stay back after college hours on that day for project work.
There's a guy Rahul who kinda loves the girl ....
He also was waiting[obviously for the girl] but outside the college premises.

Suddenly he came to the lecture hall where we were working,handed the girl's cellphone to her and informed that her mom had called up....The girl's hands were busy['cause we were completing the project work],so obviously she couldn't receive the call.

The cell phone rang again and the guy held the cell phone against her ears so that she could talk...!!

I know it seems very ordinary while reading,but at college,this is the only genuine love[as far as my perception is concerned].
Though they haven't yet confessed or told each other what they feel,they have pure innocent love and I'm glad the guy has never ever flirted with any other girl in all these three years.

I honestly wish we could be atleast friends,But I'm way too reserved for that :)

Their relationship is like - "Everyone knows they're meant to be,EXCEPT them" :)

And ya they have no other "public displays of affection",that cheap showing off of overwhelming emotions and overflowing outbursts like few other couples in the college who only keep showing off,Don't know if they'll last.
....[It's really very irritating.]

Please stop all that,if you're reading!!

[Names have been changed to conceal identities.]

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Today,I was at Cafe Coffee Day with a few friends...


There was a girl at the adjacent table,sitting all alone with an ipod,having a cup of coffee.She seemed upset.I drew the attention of my friends towards her.She was also staring at us :)

I thought perhaps she was going through a tough phase[of breakup/something].My friends laughed it away that "Dish,tujhe to sab me breakup hi lagta hai..."
I thought "May be they're right".....But somehow I still think something was wrong with her ....[Right now also :D]

We had a cup of coffee and were about to disperse....

Suddenly,a friend pointed out at a girl & guy who were about to kiss each other.She said "Hey,did you see that?They were actually going to kiss each other."

I was like "Come on!!This is CCD.How can they do that and that too when they are sitting outside on the roadside."

{[In Ahmedabad,it's not a common sight]May be it's common in a few other places}

Saying this I just turned at the couple and......

SHITTTTT!!

I was actually shocked at the scene I just happened to witness....

YUCKKKKKK!!

They were actually kissing each other.A friend just spoke up "They're sure to make out tonight..."

We all were laughing...but inside I was thinking "Was that genuine love or was it just a public display of crap affection and meaningless love?"

Whatever it may be,it was truly disgusting.[My perception]


Of course,the guys around seemed to be enjoying the movie going on....

Nevertheless,who cares!

Their life,Their wish!!

But what I concluded from this is there are strange ways of life....

Someone's all alone in life with no one to care,no one to make them smile and a past they can never forget and which will always make them cry;Someone else seems to have love overflowing in his/her life with nothing to cry;Some people who're waiting for someone who can give them a reason to live,a reason to smile and forget the indifference they have faced so that they can move on.....

However,it's better to sit alone upset than do all those disgusting stuff which should be saved for your personal life[for your bedroom,to be precise!!]

I had to say this out.M still ASTONISHED,you see!!



:D


And yes,I'm not imposing my outlook on anyone or targetting anyone's personal perceptions.You're free to think that the couple at CCD was "sweet". :P