Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Maybe she is fine.....!!

"Hey Dish,Are you fine?"

"Obviously!! Why?What would be wrong with me!!??"

"No.I asked 'cause I just happened to know that He is getting engaged next week."

"Ah!!You know what?For the first time in my life I'm really happy.I'm thankful that he was not the "one".bach gai main....and moreover he has lost something.I never had him anyways,so I had nothing to lose!! " :)

"Dish,Are you really Disha?"

"Oh come on!!Do you think I'm still the little girl who'll cry,crib and grieve over her past?Just forget it.I don't give a damn.I'm very happy for him.He has finally found her.I'm also happy for my own self" :)

"I'm glad you're okay.You've moved on & finally you know that it was never really meant to be.I'm happy you're over it."

"You know something?I owe this to you.Thanks for always being there,and listening to all those stupid songs with me and reading the gtalk conversations,yahoo chats and laughing with me & making me realize how fake it was!I'm grateful to God that he gave me a friend like you.Thankyou for everything."

"Dish,one more philosophical funda from Disha ashram and I'm going to just call the cops to get you arrested for mental harrassment.I've always told you Start conducting lectures in Disha Ashram" :D

"Relax...This was just the trailor.I'll show you the entire movie some other day!!"

----And both of them laugh and continue their friendly conversation,leaving aside the "move on" Story...!!----

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Waiting .... Waiting....!!

Knowing you're happy doesn't break my heart;
But knowing you're happy without me surely does.

Knowing you don't love me doesn't break my heart;
But knowing you love someone else surely does.....!!

And after the heartbreak I've got nothing to feel.
Now at the thought of you,dejected & alone I surely feel;
but nothing more than that-Neither love,nor hate.

Vulnerable though as I before was;
Comfortably numb as I today am
Peacefully happy tomorrow I'll surely be.....

Still awaiting that genuine person by my side to be........!!