She broke AGAIN....!

This is for the girl who is scared to love & afraid to lose......

After a long time,she missed him
Tears came out from the eyes which had dried
Faint memories of those moments touched her mind.....

She wanted him back
She wanted to feel him again
Everything came alive in just the blink of an eye
The day it all started to the day it all ended.....


The moments when she thought he belonged to her
The time when she thought she belonged to him
Those lonely walks hand in hand
Those long conversations & short silly fights
His loving touch in the wintry nights
Those warm hugs which she'll always miss
Those cosy cuddles in his lap
Their first kiss in the month of Jan
Their favourite love songs in his sweet voice
Those hopes and swearing words
Those promises to last forever
Her expectations that he'll never change


His materialistic dreams,His selfish plans
Superimposed on her innocent trust
Her false belief on his love
Her blind faith on those words
Her pain,Her sorrow
Her tears wasted on the guy who could never be hers.....

She had to face the questioning eyes of her friends
The embarrassing moments,the feeling of guilt before the world
Everyone blaming her,Nowhere to go.....
But she had convinced herself not to cry for him
and the world won't stop for her grief.


Suddenly she saw him with HER GIRL,
Hugging her,kissing her
Walking hand in hand with her,
With the one who had replaced her
She was his someone special
She had taken the place which was once hers.....

Reminded once again of the trust betrayal,
SHE BROKE AGAIN,PROMISING HERSELF NEVER TO LOVE AGAIN....

--Just an attempt to write something in the form that looks like a poem--

My perception :-

I guess the girl is still in love....

With every other guy she talks to,she misses him even more,no one can replace him,no one can make her feel the way he did....The worst part is that no one is even close to being like him..

IN FACT,SHE DOESN'T EVEN WANT ANYONE ELSE TO DO IT.....BUT "HIM"...


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A question never asked.....!

She hates me 'cause I love you.

Does she have the slightest clue how much I hate her 'cause you love her?

Love and me..!!!!!

Love & me :

An irony of life I can never understand.

My love for him :

A feeling I can never justify.

His love for her :

My fate I can never change

His friendship with me :

An emotion I can never deny

My ever-growing feelings for him,
His ever-growing love for her :

That's a tale I can never narrate or rectify.....


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In the process of "LOVE",I realized that "Let people think what they want,It was never really my fault".

I also realized not to make anyone's past my present or future.
You cannot break a relationship to establish your own.
If you truly love someone,you ought to love his happiness more than yours.

I had always been as genuine as I was;He couldn't value my truth,my respect,my trust,my friendship or my love.He never bothered to understand my little gestures,my unsaid words & my silence.He wasted his time & his words on me.He could only say "We'll always be friends,no matter what."

When time asked for the proof to those promises,he was lost.
Lost because of destiny,Lost because of the blows of time,the fast-changing priorities of his life,the sidetracked relationship with me & not being strong enough to maintain a long-lasting relationship.

Words did not mean anything to him,My actions couldn't make him realize anything.He was so consumed in his own life & his busy schedules,social-professional relations that he did not have time to think about me.

Today I've lost a friend;I've lost the right to ask him what went wrong & to tell him how much he means to me...He's the one who has shown me how fast times have changed.It's a bit late to mend ways and sort out matters.After all,relationships are like glass & I've well-understood not to hurt myself for someone who never cared;& even if he did,it was all a farce..

A relationship I can never forget but a relationship he'll never remember.
I miss those moments with him,He doesn't even know they exist.
Whenever I pray I ask God to give him a good life;I have already made peace with the fact I wont be in it.

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To you ... :-

You can change your present.
You can avoid me.
You can ignore me.
You can hurt me.
You can hate me.
You can be as indifferent as you can.
But always remember -
Some things are meant to be....
Some things which never change....
Some things you won't be able to change....
Those things are -

The memories you've given me;
The way you had made me feel;
Those smiles,those laughs;
Those jokes,those songs;
Your so-called words,My feelings;
The void after you left;
I promise it'll never be replaced;
Your place in my heart shall forever remain;
Those feelings for you shall always prevail;
My love for you will never fade.

If forever means eternity,
I won't miss this chance to say
My heart is yours,I'm all yours.
I belong to you,You belong to me till eternity.......

Note:-You're always going to have a place reserved in my heart,in case you ever want it back.

I don't care what the world thinks about it.

:)